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On Tuesday I wrote about my nan and today I am writing about
my grandfather, not nan’s husband but my dad’s father. Richard Thomas Jenkins11, he was always
called Tom but unlike the memories I have of my nan the memories of Tom also
called “Poppy Jenkins” are not the best ones…………….
When I was 14 he told me I wasn’t a good a daughter as my
sister Sue, and that he didn’t think I was a grateful daughter. I remember when
my parents gave me my first typewriter I loved it but Tom said to me that he
didn’t think I should had gotten it and that I wouldn’t appreciate it.
So if anyone tells you those negative comments to children
do no harm I am telling you they are wrong because all these years later these
comments still bother me.
So a little about Tom he was born on the 7th
April 1917 and died on the 24th May 1991 Tom was a coal miner from a
very early age for a short period in about 1950 he worked for the SNOWY
MOUNTAINS HYDRO- ELECTRIC SCHEME, stationed at Tumit Ponds, my dad remembers
being with his dad at that time.
Tom was never a loving and generous man, well I do not
remember him in that way, although he was extremely fond of his daughter in-law
Mavis who he always thought of as just another daughter and it was mum who was
there for him during the last years of his life.
I have enclosed two photos of Tom they are not the best photos but they were all I could find.
You are right- the hurtful things said to a child can fester for a lifetime. I am glad you have your loving Nan and Mom and Dad to undo some of that~
ReplyDeleteI know how lucky I am I have mostly been surronded by postive people but I still think about the things Tom said to me as a child just can't seem to help myself
DeleteJo-Anne, I don't understand why some people are determined to make others miserable. It's a sad fact of life. I guess all we can do is enjoy and be grateful for the folks who are kind to us.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Janie
It was just the way Tom was and his sister my Aunty Joyce was often the same way........thing it ran in the family although my dad is nothing like them
DeleteIt's amazing to me the staying power of words said many decades ago. In fact, I can remember most of them. And a few of them were hurtful from people long since dead. In fact, one of the most memorable (?) ones I can recall is the reaction my father gave me when he saw my grinning face on a third grade picture: "You look like a raped ape." Yep, that one's a keeper. Dad was a charmer.
ReplyDeleteWhich is why I am careful, very careful, what I say to my own kids.
It is because of those negative memories of Tom that I am also very careful what I say to my children and grandchildren
DeleteWords stick in ones mind at times especially when they are not nice ones, even as a child, teenager and adult. Don't know why some people have to be so nasty.
ReplyDeleteHowever, you said he was a kind man and it's with this thought in my mind that I will keep of your fathers father.
I also don't understand being nasty but then I am not a nasty person
DeleteHi Jo-Anne,
ReplyDeleteGreat Post, sweetheart!!
God bless you!
All the Best,
Poet Starry.
I have always tried not to say hurtful things to my daughers I may have failed at times when I have been really pissed off with them but I do try and have told them all how proud of the women they have grown into
ReplyDeleteYou're so right. People remember the hurtful, cruel things that they are told as children. They'll remember the neglect, the abuse...but they will also remember the kindness and the love. We need to spread more love. :)
ReplyDeleteWe seem to hold onto those hurts. I think it's because they are so memorable because of the hurt. I have learned to let go of those things, because in the end that baggage is way to heavy to carry around and it's a burden I do not need. The fact that you have loving family to help mitigate that is great. Hugs to you, Susan
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