Saturday 30 January 2021

Another Week Done and Dusted

 Had a better night sleep, leg not as stiff.

Kathy arrived at 8.30 to give me a shower, Syd is with her dad so we will see her next weekend I expect. I had Kathy wrap Syd's present.

A bloody hot day had air con on from 9.30am.

Around 2pm I was standing and had a shot of pain shoot through my left knee, it then started to throb with pain.

By 3pm I am falling asleep.


A good start to the day managed to get up at 6am, Tasha arrived shortly later and dressed and fed me, like a dog............lol

We received notice a couple of weeks back about a power outage from 8 to 4 today. At 8.20 I was feeling so tired I decided to go lay down, we still had power but lost it around 8.50am.

Of course it is a stinking hotish day, I am listening to a book on my CD player.

Damn it's hot.


Woke at 6am after a good nights sleep managed to do a few things before Tasha arrived.

A bloody hot day but at least we have power so we have air conditioning.

Mum was ok was talking about her & dad when they were young and how back then Uncle Arthur & Tom called dad “Mick” she doesn't know why they did, they just did.

I woke up at 6.10 got up opened t he house found clothes for the day.  

I then started breakfast and up doing it all and was eating it when Tasha arrived. She had fallen back asleep.

Tim's 60th birthday today, Sandra rang to wish him happy birthday. Kathy & the girls came to see Tim but he had already left for work. They left his gift on his bed for him.

It is another stinking hot day, 36 degrees today.

Woke up at 6.30am, when Tim's alarm went off, not as hot today but very sticky I expect.

Had to turn the air con on as I was drenched in sweat

My GP rang so I could ask for 2 scripts. One of the good things to come from Covid.

Mum was happy and sounded good although she told me tree times that Sandy & her girls had stayed at Dave's why though I have no idea why, either her & Ed had a fight or the girls wanted to stay over and she decided to stay with them, or as she said last she didn't know why.

Woke at 5.36 needing to pee and since I was up I stayed up. I opened the house to a nice cool and wet day. It hasn't stopped raining since I got up 2hrs ago.

I rechecked when school goes back for the boys it is Monday, however, when she spoke to his driver he said that he will pick Leo up tomorrow morning. I told Jess that he doesn't go tomorrow.

She is listening to someone who sounded like a dotting old fool, (her words.

Leo is here for the night.

Another wet day, up at 6am, Jess made a good point Leo is in a special ed class and they may go back today. I can't take him up due to it raining.

Leo has gone to school, Jess rang and spoke to the school yes he doesn't start back till Monday but he is able to stay there today. This made Leo happy.

It has rained all day, so I was unable to meet Leo this afternoon.

Jess suppose to be me to bed but at 4.40 I just wanted to lay down, so sent Tasha a text telling her so. The next thing she was here to get me ready for bed.

Jess arrived 10 mins later.


Friday 29 January 2021

Wednesday 27 January 2021

Wednesday=Poem Day

 

Still Here

Langston HughesBy  More Langston Hughes

I been scarred and battered.
My hopes the wind done scattered.
   Snow has friz me,
   Sun has baked me,

Looks like between 'em they done
   Tried to make me

Stop laughin', stop lovin', stop livin'--
   But I don't care!
   I'm still here!



Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/still-here-by-langston-hughes

Tuesday 26 January 2021

Indestructible Stuff ................Carbon Fibre

 Here we are at another Tuesday, and another indestructible stuff post today we are talking about Carbon Fibre.

The element Carbon gives toughness and hardness to diamond, graphene and steel. Now it's showing its super strength as part of a modern multi-purpose material called Carbon Fibre.

In carbon fibre, tiny woven or twisted strands of carbon are combined with plastics to make a super-strong, tough, light and flexible everyday modern material.

Found in sport gear, such as skis and pole vaults, bicycle frames and baseball bats. Formula 1 racing cars,tool handles, toys and even musical instruments.

Although we have had plastic for a bloody long time its never been strong enough to build reliable flying machines with carbon fibre that changed.


Monday 25 January 2021

Monday=Facts

 

Hello Monday again so that means it is facts day again, so here we go:

The nearest neighbour galaxy to our own Milky Way is called “Andromeda”

The oldest pantomime stories are Aladdin and Cinderella, both tales date back well over a thousand years.

Aladdin originated from Syria and Cinderella from China

Cinderella's slippers were originally made of fur, they became glass ones due to a dodgy translation some time in history

A cow can give about 200,000 glasses of milk in her lifetime.

Saturday 23 January 2021

The Week That Was Again

 Saturday has arrived after an average nights sleep, woke at 4 to pee then had to have a small drink which meant removing mt Cpap mask, only to not be able to get it back on, had to wake Tim to do it.

After I opened the house I was shaking so much I sent Tasha a text asking for help. I really try not to ask her for help on Saturday but felt if I asked Tim he would be snappy.

Kathy came and showered me and did the ironing.

Tim went and ordered the new speedo for his bike, cost him around $650. He also bought a new rear guard for the bike.

Mum was sounding like herself told me about seeing Tasha 4 times.

I woke at 4,40am again needing to pee, thankfully I didn't need a drink so no need to remove mask.

Out of bed at 6.15 opened house and Tash arrived.

Tim is off today.

Feeling like shit I am shaking a lot and doing anything is so bloody hard.

Kelli, Jono & kids are at Jess's working on her back yard, along with Jess.

Tasha was pissed that no one helped her do her yard, she paid someone only $20 to do her yard and he did a half ass job, said it would cost more to do more this I get.

I woke at 6 thought I will get up in a moment then it was 6.30 and I am getting up.

Open the house and sent Tasha a text, before starting my breaky I was finished toasting the banana break by the time she arrived. She had fallen asleep.

My left leg is hurting top to bottom. Or bum to foot.

Had a very bad night, got up at 2.30 to pee and wet myself due to the amount of pain I was in with my left leg. I ended up sitting on the loo crying in pain and frustration. Tim ended up coming t o find me, I returned to bed but sat on the side unable to lift my legs again Tim came and lifted my legs into bed.

This morning I am still in pain and called Tasha to come and shower me.

At 1.30pm I went to the loo and because I was sweating so much it was very difficult and this had me crying. Blain found me crying the hallway and went and fetched his mum and Jess & Leo. All came and checked I was ok.

Had to tell Mum twice about it as she forgot and asked me twice how I was today.

Had a better night, Jess came and messaged my leg as I went to bed.

So I slept ok.

A much cooler day thankfully.

Tim home for a few hours split shift.

Had a lay down but didn't sleep just laid there.

My leg pain has been a lot less today.

Had a reasonable nights sleep as the pain returned during the night.

I got up when Tim left for work with his help. I managed to make my own breakfast, before Tasha arrived.

The pain has returned to my leg I applied my deep heat this morning.

Jess is going to message it again before I go to bed.

I had a horrible night due to the pain in my leg every time I tried to move it. Had to get help from Tim during the night as I fell partly out of bed trying to get up out of bed.

Leo spent last night here and woke at 10ish.

Been in pain all day, using the walker makes it easier to walk.

Managed to do a load of washing and hung half of it on clothes hoist before needing to ask for Tasha's help.


Friday 22 January 2021

My Thought For Today

THERER ARE TIMES WHEN THE PAIN IS SO BAD AND I AM SHAKING  TO MUCH I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP.  THEN I LOOK AROUND MY WALLS AND REMEMBER WHY I AM HANGING IN THERE.............................................

Wednesday 20 January 2021

Wednesday=Poem Day

 

That Someone Special

©  More By Richard N. Cook

Published: June 2007

She is the apple of my eye,
The reason that I live.
She is all that I could wish for.
My heart to her I give.

It is for that someone special
These words that I do pen,
To thank her for always being
My wife and my best friend.

She has the will to live until
The last breath she does take.
There is the love within her heart,
Such good memories to make.

She is the sunshine in my morning,
The star that's in my sky,
And if I should ever lose her,
Then I would surely die.

She stands always at my side,
No matter what comes our way.
She comforts me with steadfast love
Each and every day.

She carries many burdens,
And her heart is sometimes broken
By all the thanks she never gets
And all the words unspoken.

I know her life is not her own.
I always seem so needy,
And asking her to do one more thing,
I feel so really greedy.

How can I ever thank her
For all she has done for me?
I can only give her all my heart
And love her to eternity.

I hope that when the end comes,
And she meets God face to face,
He will tell her that in Heaven
She has a special place.



Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/that-someone-special

Tuesday 19 January 2021

Indestructible Stuff Day

 


Hello again, on yet another Tuesday this week let's look at steel, many things are compared to its strength such as Kevlar and spider silk.


Steel is a mixture of iron a natural metal and carbon. Carbon is released when things burn so when people heated rocks to get the iron out of them some carbon ended up mixed in too.


With too much or too little carbon iron can be to soft and breakable, however, over time people found the right amount of carbon gave them a very strong, tough and flexible metal that was much better to make things. Thus steel was born.


As its mostly made of iron, steel is heavy, so its not very good for stuff like armour or aircraft.


It is rigid and can withstand huge forces which it does better than almost anything else. That's why it's still used to make all kinds of things from nails, tent pegs and ice skates to bridges and skyscrapers.


We have now invented many different types os steel by adding other chemicals to the mix. Maraging steel containing nickel and titanium makes it one of the strongest. It's used in building space rockets.



Monday 18 January 2021

Monday is fact day

 

Hello Monday again so that means it is facts day again, so here we go:


More than 75% of all the countries in the world are north of the equator.


Oak trees do not have acorns till they reach 50 years of age.


The average iceberg weighs 20 million tons


The English Channel gets a foot wider every year.


The Eisenhower interstate road system in America requires that one mile in every five must be straight. These straight bits are for use as airstrps in times of war or other emergencies.


Saturday 16 January 2021

The Week That Was Here In Jo-Anne's Little Part Of The World

 I woke and got up at 6am but just after I opened the house as I was getting my walker out I stepped backwards and fell over. I called Tim and he came straight away but I also called Tasha who had just stepped out of the shower, however, she got her dressing gown on and came straight away.


However, I managed to get up with Tim's help.


I have a sore tailbone and knees my right is also sore. Kathy messaged ice gel into my knees and arm.


It is painful to sit.


Tim has installed the new dishwasher without any problem.


Mum was rambling a bit about Sandra not sure if there was something she was going to tell me but forgot and just rambled about her wedding.


Slept in to 6.40, I am still in pain with my tailbone but not quiet as bad as yesterday.


Tim back at work today


Kelli and Daemon at Jess's place so Kelli could help Jess clean her backyard. Daemon is now staying the night.


Will use the dishwasher for the first time tonight.'


A later start to the day being 7am when I got up, Tasha walked in a couple of minutes after I opened the house.


The first thing I noticed when I opened the dishwasher was the dishes were still dirty.


Before I could look into why Tasha said it was shower time.


After showering & dressing I found the book to the dishwasher to find out what I did wrong, answer nothing. Tim forgot to turn the water on.


After that it worked just fine, how it's suppose to.


Been a warm and sticky day.


Up at 6 and opened the house and went to get breaky stuff ready only ti notice my choc milk was missing. Tasha had it.


Still in pain, Tasha said I have a big bruise on my bum.


Feeling very tired this afternoon

couldn't concentrate when talking to mum, she was also very tired. So only talked for 25 minutes.

Tim home early but he started early as well.


He had a complaint about failing to stop for a woman, he told me the woman was on her phone and didn't signal.


Awake and up by 6.15 and opened the house got breaky stuff out and had my morning wash before I sent Tash a text telling her I was up.


Mum rang and asked if I could give Sandy my card to her account as her card wasn't working and she was getting a new card sent out.


When Sandy came to get the card she also took birthday presents for Temika and Liarna and the bottom rack from my old dishwasher.


Oh and the problem with the card was mum has either lost or cut up her card because she thought it had expired, it hadn't.


Tim has a split shift home for 3ts.


Been a hot day thankfully Tasha turned the air con on early.


Had a good nights sleep woke at 6 and got up opened the house and was having a wash when I got a text from Tash saying she will be here in 5 mins and she was.

Going to be a hot day.

Tim home early as he had an appointment to have his eyes checked and also to see his GP to have his medical to keep his job.

A new day up at 6.10, opened house and Tasha arrived. Leo spent last night here.

Air con on early, going to be hurt.

Tim has a split shift today so home for 3hrs.

Mum was sounding much more like herself

It's 3pm and I have bugga all concentration so Jess came and helped me get ready for bed so I could just chill listening to my book. A little early but that's ok.



Wednesday 13 January 2021

Poem Day

 

Wind On The Hill

A. A. MilneBy  More A. A. Milne

No one can tell me,
Nobody knows,
Where the wind comes from,
Where the wind goes.

It's flying from somewhere
As fast as it can,
I couldn't keep up with it,
Not if I ran.

But if I stopped holding
The string of my kite,
It would blow with the wind
For a day and a night.

And then when I found it,
Wherever it blew,
I should know that the wind
Had been going there too.

So then I could tell them
Where the wind goes…
But where the wind comes from
Nobody knows.


Tuesday 12 January 2021

Kevlar

 


Here we are at another Tuesday again this week we have Kevlar during the last century more different types of plastic have been invented one of which is Kevlar.


In 1965, chemist Stephaine Kwolek was experiment with plastic for making car tyres when she created a cloudy chemical liquid. She found that it could be spun into almost unbreakable plastic threads or fibres. Although plastic fibres and fabrics sich as nylon but this new stuff was much stronger.


The new material was named Kevlar, which when woven into fabric it is stronger and lighter then steel, as well as being both heat & cold resistant.


As it is incredibly hard to cut or break through it was perfect for bulletproof vests and safety helmets.


It is also used for climbing ropes, bicycle tyres, motorbike gear.

Monday 11 January 2021

Facts Day

 


Hello Monday again so that means it is facts day again, so here we go:


It can be so hot in the Sahar



a Desert that rain can evaporate before it reaches the ground.


King Charles 11 first tried dog racing in 1670 at Hampton Court Palace.


It wasn't till 250 years later that racing greyhounds took off as a sport, largely due to the invention of the mechanical hare. Early hares were mounted on roller skates and pulled along with string.


Li is the family name for more than 90 million people in China


Mongolia is the world;s largest landlocked country.



Saturday 9 January 2021

My Week That Was

OK STARTING THIS WEEK MY WEEK THAT WAS POST WILL BE ON A SATURDAY AS I DON'T POST ON FRIDAYS I PREFER TO ONLY HAVE ONE DAY BREAK BETWEN POSTS OVER TWO.

Slept in again till 7am, Tasha was here seconds after I opened the front door. She gave me a shower before getting my breakfast.

Leo, Daemon & Freya came over for breakfast they returned to Jess's a couple of mins before Kelli arrived.

Mum was ok today rambling a bit but ok

What a dark overcast morning, I woke at 5.55am my mask was making a lot of noise so I decided to get up.

Went to put the dishwasher on and it will not start.

Tim took the motorbike in for rego check before he left he said to me that he expects Leo to come running when he starts the bike and ask if he could go with him.

No surprise that Leo did want to go with Papa and that Papa said yes he could so he did.

Mum was good tonight

Woke at 5.35 but didn't roll out of bed till 6am, found Tasha had been down a tossed a load of washing on. I was washed and and had my breakfast stuff out ready to be prepared.

Also found that Tim had done all the dirty dishes and he did a load of washing and hung it up to dry.

Tim drove me my appointment with podiatrist he then went Supercheap before coming home.

Mum was ok but our chat was interrupted by a phone call from Dawson and then I had Leo want me , followed by mum getting another phone call so only chatted for 30 mins.

Leo is staying tonight

Had a bit of a sleep in dragging my weary body out of bed at 6.30am. I set stuff up for breakfast before Tasha arrived to make breakfast.

Another warm and sticky day for me.

Mum sounded good although she was rambling a bit but she sounded good while doing so.

Awake and up at 5.45am had things out ready for breaky and was having a wash when Tash arrived.

Tim has taken the car to auto-transmission place for a service. Said it cost less then expected.

Tim received the new dashcam he ordered for the rear window in the car.

Mum was happy to tell me about a letter she got from Kathy-Lee although this was one she got last month but I didn't let on.

Awake and up at 5.45am again, Tasha didn't arrive till 6.30 she was asleep. So I had things out and ready as well as having my hearing aids in and my meds taken. I was also washed and naked trying to dress myself, when she arrived.


Leo;s 13th birthday we gave him $50 gift card for Bing and a Pop Vinyl. He said the gift card was for too much money but hugged and thanked us].


Later he came out in a mask and hoodie and scared the life out of me.


Tim making calls about the dishwasher. After speaking to a repair man, who told him it would cost around $300 to repair and because of the brand and how hard it is to get parts for it that it would be better to just buy a new one. So that is what he did. It will be delivered this afternoon


Jess putting me to bed this afternoon.



Thursday 7 January 2021

Shocked but not SSurprised

 Hello world, what news to wake to this morning, America looking like some third world country under going a coup what a disgrace.


I wonder what average Americans are thinking and feeling watching this mess play out on their TV screens.


I was shocked but not surprised.



Wednesday 6 January 2021

Wednesday Poem

 

Birthday Wishes To My Son In Heaven

©  More By Deborah Robinson

Published: January 17, 2019

If I could have one wish in life,
That wish would have to be
That God would take away my pain
And send you back to me.

Your birthday's here today, my son,
And I just wanted you to know
How much I deeply love you
And that I miss you so.

On days like this we should celebrate,
But for me that now proves hard,
For unlike other mothers, I cannot send
A simple birthday card.

No kisses can I give you
Or birthday gifts to buy.
Only flowers I now can give you,
Which I place down where you lie.

Two other things I send you
Are my thoughts and all my love,
So hold them close and keep them safe
In Heaven up above.

And please wait for me, my darling
Until my days are through,
And then I'll come and spend all time
In Heaven just with you.



Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/birthday-wishes-to-my-son-in-heaven

Tuesday 5 January 2021

Indestructible Stuff


 

Here we are at the first Tuesday of the year and for a while yet that will mean more indestructible stuff day and today it is Plastic Bags.


You might have heard that a plastic bag can take between 500-1000 years to degrade as in break down of course no really knows if that is or ever was true they guessed. We all know that it takes a bloody long time to break down.


Plastic is made from oil and has long chain like strands of molecules. Things normally rot away because bacteria feed on them, but most bacteria doesn't see plastic as food.


Sunlight does break down the chains making it disintegrate which just makes lots of tiny bits of plastic. This ends up in the water, air and soil causing harm to wildlife.


One solution is to make bags from plant material which rots away easy, which are now quite common.



Monday 4 January 2021

Fact Day

 

Hello Monday again so that means it is facts day again, so here we go:


It can be so hot in the Sahara Desert that rain can evaporate before it reaches the ground.


King Charles 11 first tried dog racing in 1670 at Hampton Court Palace.


It wasn't till 250 years later that racing greyhounds took off as a sport, largely due to the invention of the mechanical hare. Early hares were mounted on roller skates and pulled along with string.


Li is the family name for more than 90 million people in China


Mongolia is the world;s largest landlocked country.



Sunday 3 January 2021

Last Week Of 2020 First Week of 2021

 

Christmas is at last done with for this year. I hope next Christmas I am more into the season.

Kathy came over and showered me ironed her dad's work clothes as well as changed the sheets on my bed.

Leo spent last night here and most of the day still here when I went to bed.

Monday is here, during school holidays I lose track of the days and forget what day it is. I have a calendar hanging just above the computer.

Had a sleep in woke at 7am after a good nights sleep.

Saw Sandy she came to pick up something I had printed for her.

Leo slept here again last night and spent most of the day here again. I wonder if he will stay tonight.

Mum sounded ok not great but just ok.

Woke at 5.40 but looked at the clock and decided to lay there till 6 but it was 6.40 when I next woke.

No Leo here this morning he went home around 8.30ish last night.

A cold, wet day and Tim is off for the next 3 days.

Mum was good better then me today.

Rained all day

Awake and up at 6am, Tasha decided to give me a shower this morning before I got dressed.

A cool and dry morning but a cold and wet afternoon.

Spoke to mum she was good.

Tasha went to the chemist for me

Last day of 2020 and I was up at 6am managed to unpack the dishwasher before Tasha arrived to dress me and get my breakfast ready.

Tim went to the shops and bought two 24pk double ply toilet paper, we only generally use 3 or 4ply but since he bought it we will use it.

Tim also vacuumed out Leo's room which was a big help. Leo had removed large rubbish items and dirty clothes but hadn't vacuumed which made the room look very messy.



Tim also told me that Jess & Leo are going to Kelli & Jono's for the night.

Tasha also has plans but she was looking for a ride home she was going to ask Jess but now is going to ask Kathy.

Kathy said she would do it.

Mum was all over the place when we spoke.

Happy New Year all, hello 2021. I was awake about a minute before Tim;s alarm went off at 6am so I got up.

Kathy turned up at 9am and gave me a shower, much cooler today.

Last night Leo wasn't able to sleep and requested an extra bit of night time meds, which I gave him. He still couldn't settle so he ended up going home to his house and slept there.

Another coldish and wet day

Slept in till 7am which was a surprise, got up opened the house and the next thing I knew Tasha was walking in.

A coldish wet day again I don't even have the fan on.

Kelli dropped her two off at Jess's for the night and while here wanted to borrow my thermometer only to find out it is cactus, so Tim bought a new one via Ebay



Saturday 2 January 2021

Books I Have Read In 2020

 

BOOKS READ IN 2020


COMEBACK DICK FRANCIS

RISK DICK FRANCIS

TRIAL RUN DICK FRANCIS

SHARTTERED DICK FRANCIS

TWICE SHY DICK FRANCIS

LONGSHOT DICK FRANCIS

KNOCKDOWN DICK FRANCIS

SMOKESCREEN DICK FRANCIS

SLAY RIDE DICK FRANCIS

HIGH STAKES DICK FRANCIS

BONECRACK DICK FRANCIS

DECIDER DICK FRANCIS

IN THE FRAME DICK FRANCIS

ODDS AGAINST SID HALLEY DICK FRANCIS

REFUSASL (DICK FRANCIS) SID HALLEY FELIX FRANCIS

DAMAGE (DICK FRANCIS) JEFF HINKLEY FELIZ FRANCIS




TRULY MADLY GUILTY LIANE MORIATY

THE TURN OF MIDNIGHT MINETTE WALTERS

IN A HOUSE OF LIES IAN RANKIN

THE GIRL NEXT DOOR RUTH RENDELL

THE KILLING FOLL RUTH RENDELL


MUNITY ON THE BOUNTY PETER FITZSIMONS


THE SPOTTED DOG (CORINNA) KERRY GREENWOOD

EARTHLY DELIGHTS (CORINNA) KERRY GREENWOOD

HEAVENLY PLEASURES (CORINNA) KERRY GREENWOOD

DEVIL'S FOOD (CORRINA) KERRY GREENWOOD

TRICK OR TREAT (CORRINA) KERRY GREENWOOD


BULL RIVER (ROBERT B PARKER) ROBERT KNOTT

THE BRIDGE (ROBERT B PARKER) ROBERT KNOTT

APPALOOSA ROBERT B PARKER

RESOLUTION ROBERT B PARKER

BRIMSTONE ROBERT B PARKER

BLUE EYED DEVI L ROBERT B PARKER

CHEAP SHOT (ROBEERT B PARKER) SPENCER ACE ATKINS

SCHOOL DAYS (ROBERT B PARKER) SPENCER ACE ATKINS

KICKBACK (ROBERT B PARKER) SPENCER ACE ATKINS

SIXKILL (ROBERT B PARKER) SPENCER ACE ATKINS

PAINTED LADIES SPENCER ROBERT B PARKER

WIDOWS'S WALK SPENCER ROBERT B PARKER

BACK STORY SPENCER ROBERT B PARKER

HUNDRED DOLLAR BABY SPENCER ROBERT B PARKER

HUGGER MUGGER SPENCER ROBERT B PARKER

CHASING THE BEAR SPENCER ROBERT B PARKER

'THE PROFESSIONAL SPENSER ROBERT B PARKER

LULLABY (ROBERT B PARKER) SPENSER ACE ATKINS

OLD BLACK MAGIC (ROBERT B PARKER) SPENSER ACE ATKINS

THE DEVIL WIINS (ROBERT B PARKER) JESSIE STONE REED FARREL COLEMAN

DAMNED IF YOU DO(ROBERT B PARKER)JESSIE STONE REED FARREL COLEMAN

NOW AND THEN JESSIE STONE ROBERT B PARKER

SLOW BURN (ROBERT B PAARKER) SPENSER ACE ATKINS

ROUGH WEATHER SPENSER ROBERT B PARKER


Friday 1 January 2021

Hello 2021

 

Hello world, hello 2021, let the year roll on.


I have no resolutions don't see the point, nor do I set goals for the year, again I don't see the point. The reason for this is I know I have zero follow through so why bother.


I take each year as it comes, I always just go with the flow of life. This goes back to when I was a child I can remember being asked by a relative what I wants to do when I grew up and I had no answer all I would say was whatever happened happens and I would handle it when it did.


I remember when I was 16 my Nana asked me what type of boyfriend I wanted again I had no answer as I had no interest in boyfriends at the time. I ended up saying a good man like my dad.


I ended up marring a good man like my dad.


So let 2021 roll on


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL


Week 45 of 2024

  Had a good night, Tim came to bed at around 4am I remember him saying he had only been home an hour, that was a long day. It is supposed...