Another
week over another week started, let's hope it is a better week.
Woke
up feeling horrible and depressed.
Had
a shocking day.
Tasha
found me crying in the backyard because I felt like everything is too
hard.
Monday
morning I woke feeling a bit better then yesterday but still not
great.
Spoke
to mum around 2pm she was really upset and angry, her pension didn't
go in, it will go in on Wednesday.
I
have asked mum if we could borrow her car for a few weeks, she said
we can but only Tim can drive it.
Leo
still here tonight, Jess should be home around 7pm.
I
am pleased that Leo & Blain have been getting along.
Tuesday
I woke feeling about 90% like myself.
Went
with Jess to appointment with the child psychologists about Leo. They
are going to go and observe him in class and then he will have to see
him at the clinic.
Tim
had a phone call from the Perm telling him that he has two credit
cards we don't know about it, one with Citibank and one with
Latitude. Turned out one was the Coles Mastercard and the other was
a Gem card we never received from an interest free loan.
Tim
went and borrowed Mum's car for a while she said that only him can
drive it not Tasha.
Leo
is at his house for a couple of nights.
Wednesday
I was feeling a lot more like myself today thankfully. So I was able
to clean the bath and do a couple of loads of washing.
Looks
like Jess should have her car by Saturday.
Tim
came home in a better mood.
Thursday
morning now I slept most of the night, so woke up feeling good.
It
started out nice but has been cold and wet since 2pm so I am glad Tim
has a car.
Leo
here tonight and he is getting along with Blain.
The
Perm contacted Tim they want even more info for the loan. This is a
joke.
Friday
I was awake since 5.30am and it is wet and cold. I am glad Tim has a
car to drive to work.
Jess
isn't getting the car now as the loan is taking too long to be
approved.
She
is disappointed.
I
am in so much pain that I can't sit or stand and Tasha isn't here to
help, I had a cry but I don't know how much more I can take.
Saturday
and it seems I had some people worried about me, due to my Facebook
post yesterday. I woke up feeling a bit better.
Leo
is here for the afternoon and night while Jess is working.
Tasha
managed to get my Norspan patch at Guardian at Warners Bay.
So
another week is done and dusted
I think I understand at least a little bit of what you feel. I've been in pain since 2009 when I broke my back. It's a pain that never goes away. And now I feel overwhelmed by problems at work. So I'm sorry for you and for myself.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Janie
You sound like maybe you should go talk to someone. I am so sorry. sandie
ReplyDeleteHi Jo-Anne - you do have a lot going on with a lot of worries ... take care and all the best and I do hope next week will be easier ... cheers Hilary
ReplyDeleteThere are good days and bad days. It will be good if you can share your feelings with someone who is understanding and whom you can trust. Hope you are feeling much better now.
ReplyDeleteJo-Anne, I have to agree with the other ladies who said if you have a friend with whom you can share how you feel, the burden you carry would be easier to bear. I feel so badly that you are suffering so greatly. Can you talk to a counselor on a regular basis? I hope so much the you will be feeling better.
ReplyDeleteSounds like you have your hands full. I wish I could help.
ReplyDeleteA counselor might help. Sorry you are in such pain--both physically and emotionally. Chronic pain really wears you down.
ReplyDeleteJanie.......Thank you it is nice to know that others can relate
ReplyDeleteSandie......I see someone on the 12th
Hilary......I am taking it one day at a time
Nancy........Yes I just want more good days then bad
Katie........Hopefully the counsellor will help
Rick........I know, thank you
Rita........I hope so
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