Hello
everyone, it is Thursday here and I have had a somewhat busy week
with appointments and shopping.
Yesterday
I went to see the movements disorder doctor over at the Royal
(hospital) and came away thinking what a waste of time.
He
told me he thinks it is a functional tremor and caused by stress
because we all know when they don't have a bloody idea what the cause
is it must be stress.
He
thinks I need to see a Psychologist to explore that side of things.
So
really I just need to learn how to cope with it and he doesn't think
it will get worse even though since it started it has got worse and
has gone from one hand to both hands and one leg.
He
also said that he can see that for me the tremor is real, yeah of
course it is real I am not imagining this damn thing, what a stupid
thing to say.
So
how do I feel, frustrated and somewhat depressed, doesn't help that
my leg has been bad and I feel like I can't do a damn thing.
I
am still exercising each day and I was told that was a good thing,
derrrr of course it is a good thing.
Kathy
has told me that the following things cause me stress and yes she is
right but really these things are just part of life:
Getting
Leo to and from school, Having Leo three nights a week,
Worrying
about Tasha's life and her practically ignoring her family,
Worrying
about Blain and how he is dealing with the problems between his
parents,
Being
overweight and feeling I have no way of losing it,
Having
Tim tell me he wants to go on better longer holidays and thinking we
can't because I can't walk very well.
Am
I wrong are these things just part of life or not.