Just about me

Here I am back again been a while since I posted here just not been feeling up to doing much lately as I have been so sick and even now I am still coughing so much it sounds like I am tring to cough up a lung................

Things here a going great between me and Tim, I am slowly starting to feel happier with my life I still have a lot of bad days where I wonder what is the point. I would like to spend more time home alone but there is always someone turning up and they just don't get that I need some alone time.

How do you say leave me alone without sounding rude?

I can't seem to say it without offending and upsetting my daughters.

Last night I was home alone, Tim stayed out at Cessnock as he is working again today and it was great being home alone.

Tonight I have Leo again.................................Jessica has a house inspection tomorrow and wants to clean up ready, I don't know I just can't seem to be able to say no and even when I do the girls don't like to take it as an answer and will ask me over and over again until I end up saying yes.

Not Only On TV

Now this is something I always thought you only saw on TV or maybe YouTube but never really thought it happened. However today I found out that does really happen as it happened at the petrol station my daughter works at, while she was at work.

She had just finished serving a customer when she heard a loud bang and looked outside to see a man in his 4 wheel drive driving away from a pump with the hose still in his petrol tank. Her first thought was oh shit what to do then she remembered and hit the emergency stop button, then she walked out the back and said shit shit shit a man has just pulled out a pump the guys walked out had a look told her to ring the boss and started cleaning up the spill.

She was glad it didn't happen while she was the boss.....................although her boss had never had it happen to him either and wasn't sure what to do, he had to ring head office and find out.

At least she said she it wasn't a boring day at work...............................

Feeling Like.......................................

Work up with a cough this morning and feeling like shit and just as I got up Natasha and Blain turned up. When I asked what she was doing here it came out wrong and sounded like I didn't want her here, which wasn't the case as I was already thinking about going back to bed which I did after I had breakfast as I just didn't feel like doing anything. Even watching telly was to much of an effort couldn't concerntraite.

I also have Leo tonight as it is Jessica's poker night, I hope Tim will be able to help me with him I think I will be back in bed soon and I expect to have an early night. I want to be feeling better by tomorrow morning as I have to go shopping tomorrow, I only go out shopping on Fridays as a rule.

More New Things

Over the weekend we picked up a corner entertainment unit of Freecycle I was going to give it to Tasha but whent Tim saw it he decided that he wanted to keep it for us and we gave her our old one. It is pictured above.

I also received a new mobile phone today, I updated online it is a Nokia N51 now I just have to figure out how to use it.....lol Also pictured above.

A Bit of this and a bit of that

Went to the dental clinic yesterday and have to go back on the 29th July for a filling a bloody long wait but at least the pain has eased off some as long as I don't chew on that side.

Going to suggest to hubby that we go out Saturday night to celebrate having the house to ourselves at last.

Yesterday we went out and bought a new Fridge, Washing Machine and Dish Washer all of which gets delivered tomorrow sometime. I am hoping hubby can take our washing machine over to Tasha's place this afternoon, yes we are now giving it to her as I feel if I have to continue to do anyone's washing would prefer it to be Jes and Leo's, compared to doing it for Tasha, Lucas, Blain and Rhyder.

This afternoon I have watched Charlie Wilson's War at last and now I am starting to watch Mamma Mia hopefully now I will get the chance to watch a few movies.

Going Going Gone

Well on the weekend all my girls should be out in their own homes, yes Jessica has finally got her own place. After complaining for weeks that no one would rent to her ever!!!!!!!!!!

She is so excited about moving into her own place, at this stage we don't know on what day she will be signing the lease. I faxed off the paperwork to the Dept of Housing for her to get assistance with the bond.

Tim has told her she can have our fridge and washing machine thats if the washing machine will fit if not I am not sure what we will do. He also told her he would buy her a new microwave. She gave hers to Natasha when she got her own place.

First my head now my tooth

I am over the cold I had and now I am in sooooooooooo much pain now with a toothache at least I can now see a dentist through the free dental clinic. However I have to wait till next Wednesday right now I have no idea how I am going to cope between now and then as the pain is just so bad.

I went out for tea tonight with Jessica and Kathy ordered rump steak, however, by the time I was 3/4 of the way through it I was in so much pain I couldn't finish it. I have taken 2 normal strength pain tablets followed by 2 stronger strength pain tablets and I am still in a great deal of pain.