More New Things

Over the weekend we picked up a corner entertainment unit of Freecycle I was going to give it to Tasha but whent Tim saw it he decided that he wanted to keep it for us and we gave her our old one. It is pictured above.

I also received a new mobile phone today, I updated online it is a Nokia N51 now I just have to figure out how to use it.....lol Also pictured above.

A Bit of this and a bit of that

Went to the dental clinic yesterday and have to go back on the 29th July for a filling a bloody long wait but at least the pain has eased off some as long as I don't chew on that side.

Going to suggest to hubby that we go out Saturday night to celebrate having the house to ourselves at last.

Yesterday we went out and bought a new Fridge, Washing Machine and Dish Washer all of which gets delivered tomorrow sometime. I am hoping hubby can take our washing machine over to Tasha's place this afternoon, yes we are now giving it to her as I feel if I have to continue to do anyone's washing would prefer it to be Jes and Leo's, compared to doing it for Tasha, Lucas, Blain and Rhyder.

This afternoon I have watched Charlie Wilson's War at last and now I am starting to watch Mamma Mia hopefully now I will get the chance to watch a few movies.

Going Going Gone

Well on the weekend all my girls should be out in their own homes, yes Jessica has finally got her own place. After complaining for weeks that no one would rent to her ever!!!!!!!!!!

She is so excited about moving into her own place, at this stage we don't know on what day she will be signing the lease. I faxed off the paperwork to the Dept of Housing for her to get assistance with the bond.

Tim has told her she can have our fridge and washing machine thats if the washing machine will fit if not I am not sure what we will do. He also told her he would buy her a new microwave. She gave hers to Natasha when she got her own place.

First my head now my tooth

I am over the cold I had and now I am in sooooooooooo much pain now with a toothache at least I can now see a dentist through the free dental clinic. However I have to wait till next Wednesday right now I have no idea how I am going to cope between now and then as the pain is just so bad.

I went out for tea tonight with Jessica and Kathy ordered rump steak, however, by the time I was 3/4 of the way through it I was in so much pain I couldn't finish it. I have taken 2 normal strength pain tablets followed by 2 stronger strength pain tablets and I am still in a great deal of pain.

Oh my Head..............................................

I am one sick mummy at the moment it hit me Friday afternoon and I am now really feeling like shit. I can hardly breath and have had moments when I felt like chopping my head off.......but then I would be dead...........lol

Tim is also sick he sounded awful yesterday but is sounding better today unlike me if anything I am worse today then yesterday.

Everything seems to hard today I just don't want to do anything go anywhere or see anybody.

Yesterday and Today

Last night Jessica went over to a friends house to have a few drinks for her birthday and she stayed out for the night.I of course watched Leo for the night.

He was a good boy although since he didn't get to have a nap until 5pm so he was awake after 2 hours, I let him play till 8.30pm when I put him back to bed and thankfully he was sleep again in about 10 minutes.

On Sunday my niece Heather was taken to hospital suffering a bad asthma attack and if thats not bad enough the attack brought on premature labour. She is due on the 4th August, well I spoke to her this morning and she said she was fine and bubs was fine the labour pains hadn't came back so she was going home.

As usual I have Blain for the night but I am getting fed up with Natasha bringing him over early I said I would have him one night per week not all day and all night but she can't seem to get it that I don't want him here to early I will have to keep at her.

At least I have Jessica here and she is such a big help with the boys I don't know how I would cope without her.........

Happy Birthday

Today is my baby girl's birthday she is 20 today. we gave her a digital camcorder not an expensive one but she is very happy with it anyway. Natasha said she couldn't afford anything and raided my gift box......finding a top and 3/4 pants. Kathy said she will get her something during the week.

I meant to get her an ice cream cake but couldn't afford it and if I asked Tim for money for it he would go on about her being 20 not 2 and doesn't need a cake. He is such a tight ass (more about that on bb)

I thought I had something there for her from Leo but couldn't find it this morning which both upset and annoyed me.

Yesterday & Today

Yesterday I walked home from the Dr's sounds simple doesn't it but didn't turn out that way.I walked from the Dr's surgery to Warners Bay Road not sure how far that is but can say it took me 15mins anyway since the next bit of the walk was either up a steep hill or around some dangerous bends on the road I decided to catch the bus part of the way and get off when I got to the bit where it is all down hill.

The bus came I jumped on then realised it didn't go the way I thought, I wasn't really bothered just thought it was one that went all round the mulberry bush before it go to where I wanted. Not so I ended up in Belmont and had to catch another bus back to Warners Bay.

Well I finally managed to get back to Warners Bay and had to walk up a semi steep hill which I though was going to kill me.......lol

I finely got home 2 ours after I left the Dr's and I can tell you I was stuffed, I was gasping for breath my chest felt like it had a dead elephant on it and the pain was just so bad it went right through my body and part of me felt like I was dying............lol

Just after walking in the door Jessica started she wanted to know what was wrong with me, but this wasn't asked in a caring, worried way but an angry annoyed way.

She said I came home in a bad mood but that wasn't the case I was in fact pleased with my self for making it home. Just because I was unable to speak and was in so much pain that I didn't want to deal with her and Leo.......she wanted me to feed Leo straight after I walked in the door, well that was the impression I got.

We had a big fight and I ended up tell both her and Natasha who was here for whatever reason to get out of my house, they both thought I I was talking to the other one. Natasha did leave in a bad mood but at the time I didn't care.

In fact I ended up having a mini melt down..............

This morning I had another one..............lol

Yep I lost it when 10 minutes after I got out of bed Natasha turned up to just hang out, I told her she could hang around if she liked but when Jessica went out she would have to leave too, that she didn't like but I was like I don't care when Jes goes out I want the house to myself so I can exercise for a bit and just have some time home alone. Before she left she wanted money from me for smokes and me being the softy I am gave it to her then went to my room and cried as I only got paid $45 from Centerlink and she wanted $20 for smokes. I wanted to be stronger and say no but I don't know I just can't seem to do it.

Lately life just seems so hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!