FIRST
DAY OF DAYLIGHT SAVINGS
Up
at 4.55am as per usual I am not one of those people who will comment
that it is really an hour earlier, I don't see the point.
I
received 3 letters yesterday when Tasha checked the P O Box one from
a pal saying she is no longer able to write and one from someone who
said they have written a few time but received no reply which is
weird.
Had
to restart the computer 3 times this morning and it is still running
slow and my book won't play, it was working but not at the moment
which is frustrating.
Tasha
got pissed off when I reminded her that her dad would not be paying
her CTP this time because she hasn't been driving her car a lot the
last 6 months her friend has been driving it a lot, when she first
lent him her car both me and Tim told her that because he was using
the car so much we wouldn't be paying the CTP and she got super
pissed and there has been something of a fight and she says she is
done with us and she didn't want the car and blah blah blah. I got
upset and cried wanting my mum to talk it over with. I will not be
contacting her for a little while and I hope she calms down and
understands how things are, she has really over reacted in my
opinion.
Had
a bad night with upsetting dreams, something to do with my dad being
angry about what I don't know.
Tasha
brought down my medications and told me she is done with us I tried
talking to her again but everything I said she turned around and made
out I was calling her lazy and other stuff I got frustrated and feel
even more hurt.
Kathy
and the girls came over the girls helped me emptied the bins and
Sydney vacuumed out for me. Kathy went to talk to Tasha, I asked how
Tasha was and Kathy said she was fine, nothing else just fine.
Tasha
came down and gave her dad $15 for fuel for letting her take the car
to the gym.
She
came back at 3pm with a bag of things she had picked up at the shops
for me and to help me get ready for bed, this is when we managed to
talk without her going off her brain and by the time she left we had
patched things up.
Had
a better nights sleep although when Tim came to bed he got straight
up again as both the hallway light and the light in his office came
on then off again so he got up to investigate, thinking Sam must have
come in but no he wasn't here and all I said was that maybe it was
dad
A
bloody hot day temps in the 30's.
Tasha
came down at around 8.30ish to ask if I had any idea why she is so
tired, she is sleeping well but always tired and has no energy. I
said maybe she is low in iron or vitamin B something. She bought some
Berocca which she said helped a little, she see the GP on Thursday.
Took
a video of myself watching TV I thought I was sitting still and felt
happy, when I replayed it I looked stunned and my jaw was moving all
the time and at a couple of points it looked like my body was moving,
I knew my arms/hands were moving.
Before
going to bed last night I had a shower and shaved my own legs but it
wasn't a good job I hope next time I will do better. It is suppose to
be not as hot today.
Kathy
and the girls arrived around 9am not long after Tasha came down, she
took the girls to Glendale to go to Kmart to get some Halloween
things.
When
they got back the girls wanted to apply make up to Nana's face and I
of course let them do so. Tim said I looked scary.
Turned
out to be another hot day and had to turn the air con on around lunch
time.
Men
came an finished working on the roof, they said it was all done when
they left and it shouldn't leak anymore, we will see.
Back
into long pants and so cold part of me feels like turning the heater
on but I won't.
The
computer is so slow this morning but I am not getting stressed by it.
Sue
came over to see me and we had a nice chat I told her the
disagreement we had with Tasha on Sunday and Monday. This is
something Sue understands as she has problems with her kids at times.
We both had a little cry then changed the topic and had a good laugh
over our sense of direction which we both don't have. Don't ask me
which way is North or South or even East or West because I have no
idea.
Another
cold morning so still in light weight long pants.
Had
a text from my baby brother saying they may be over on Saturday
(tomorrow) to see me just because he hasn't seen me in a while.
At
7.30am the computer started telling me I had no internet again even
though I do, which is so frustrating. It was at this time I realised
I hadn't heard from Kathy so I sent her a text, she rang saying she
forgot about me but that's ok she was enjoying her kid free time,
her girls are at their other grandparents place, they slept over last
night as she has them Thursday and Friday during the school holidays.
Tim
had an appointment with his counsellor, he said it went well.
Up
a little early 4.50am in for a much cooler day, this morning it isn't
too bad but far from hot.
Another
day with a temperamental computer.
Had
a text from Sue she isn't having a good day, very depressed, I sent
her a reply that I hope helped how she is feeling.
Dave,
Leigh & Liarna came over for a visit they had their new pup with
them another border collie this is their 3rd dog all are
border collie's. It was great seeing them.
A
bit later Sandy turned up with Temika, Denni & Skylar but also
had Temika's new boyfriend with them, so a crowded small car.
Sam
has been here in his room all day while his mum has been at work.