Tim
woke me last night to go to the toilet, so when I woke at 4.30 I was
able to get up and pee again and then go back to bed till Kathy
texted at 5.40 letting me know she was on her way. I was getting the
shower ready when she arrived.
She
did the usual Saturday stuff vacuuming, emptying bins, folding
clothes.
I
managed to start a letter to a pen pal, I have 24 to answer as I have
been slack.
19-2-22
Awake
and up at 5am, I only had a quick wash as Tim needed to use the
bathroom. He did come and help me a bit in the kitchen before
returning to bed for a bit. He is working today.
Tim
rang he was pissed that I wrote a FB post saying I am a burden but
loved. The comments pissed him off as he felt they made him out to be
a right bastard. To me he said he thought we were joking, I wasn't. I
am in a fragile state of mind.
I
had Jessica come and remove the post and she wrote a post on my FB
page.
20-2-22
SUMMER'S
BIRTHDAY SHE IS 9 TODAY
Slept
in till 5.20, woke feeling down but that may change. Sent Summer a
birthday message.
Spoke
to Kathy for 25 minutes about yesterday and Summer's birthday.
Another
hot day drenched in sweat, pain started to set in around 10am.
21-2-22
DAEMON'S
BIRTHDAY HE IS 10 TODAY
Woke
on and off from 3am till I got up at 5.10am.
Had
a message from Jess that Leo isn't going to school today, I suspect
it is because his pet guinea pig named Freddy died yesterday arvo.
Saw
the Dr have to go back on the 3rd for him to do a mental
health care plan so I can see a psychiatrist free of charge or at a
reduced rate.
Tim
also rang Westmead Hospital about the tremor test, they didn't even
have the referral. So he had to ring the neurologist and get that
sorted.
22-2-22
Awake
and up at 4.50 to the sound of rain.
Raining
on and off all morning.
Found
out that psychobitch has reported Jess to our landlord about Kelli &
family staying with her as this goes against her lease. They have 2
weeks to move and no idea where to go.
Kathy
told me that Sydney-May after being tested at school has been moved
up a level at school as she found the class she was in was too easy
for her.
Summer
is doing 6 digit math work
23-2-22
Awake
at 4.33am needing to pee, so up I hop, hop as in stumbled out of bed
shuffled to the bathroom for a wash and dress.
Kelli
came over she didn't look good stressed and worried they have to be
out of Jess's by next Thursday. She had a good cry and I just held
her while she cried.
I
have been drenched in sweat most of the day, so wet you would think I
was out in the rain.
I
go to Westmead hospital for the tremor test on the 8th
March.
24-2-22
A
new day is here I am still sweating.
Had
a video meeting with a counsellor of some type about me, Tim arranged
it the guy said that I should see a psychiatrist and sent through
some information that I am yet to look at. It was ok.
Tim
has today off work.
25-2-22
A
late start as I laid in bed awake and tossing waiting for Kathy's
text saying she was on her way. At 6 I decided to get up anyway, it
was then I saw a message from Kathy on FB telling her day she
wouldn't be here this morning. It was then I became angry there was
no reason to be angry but I was, I was also crying in frustration.
Tim got up and helped me and my anger spread to him. All over
nothing, as I understand why Kathy isn't here and I am not bothered.
Kathy
and the girls came over about lunch time so she was able to give me a
shower after Tim cut my hair. She also vacuumed for me
Kelli
rang and asked if Uncle Tim could change a flat tyre for her of
course he could and did.
26-2-22