Had
a pretty good nights sleep pain wise when I woke up I didn't want to
get up as that meant the pain would return and it did. I woke at
around 7am but laid there till 7.20 when I got up.
At
10ish Tim left for work, he will be home around 8pm.
Didn't
speak to mum just not feeling up to it, as she hadn't rang by 3.30
and I was feeling done in by then.
I
woke with the alarm as usual just after I opened the front door Jess
& Leo arrived. She was annoyed that just as they where leaving
home she gets a call telling her the child she had to leave early for
was being taken by their parents, if they had rung earlier she could
have stayed in bed an extra hour.
I
had to have a pelvic ultrasound one you need a full bladder for.
Well
as it turned out I had to have an internal scan as my bladder leaked.
After the scan while trying to get dressed I ended up in tears
sobbing because the pain in my right arm was so bad I was unable to
use it, so dressing was difficult and painful.
Didn't
talk to mum as I was in pain and unable to concentrate.
Up
with the alarm as per usual, I decided to have a shower while I was
deciding to do that I realised I didn't have a hope in hell of doing
so on my own.
So
I sent Tash a text and as I sent I she was there standing outside the
bathroom door. So she stayed and helped me shower.
After
Leo left for school Tasha took me over to the doctors about my arm.
Tomorrow I have to have an Xray and ultrasound on the arm.
A
bit of rain today so Tim took the car.
The
arm braze Tim ordered for me on Monday arrived and he put it on me,
yes it seems to be helping.
Leo
here tonight.
Awake
before the alarm at 5.30am, I got up and dressed in the bathroom with
the heater on.
Leo
got up at 7am and put my socks on for me.
I
went with Tasha to have an Xray & ultrasound done of my right
arm, still in a lot of pain.
I
can only use my left arm.
A
very cold day top of 15 degrees
Up
when my alarm went off, got dressed in the bathroom again.
My
pain has reduced some I am not getting as many stabbing pains in the
arm. I think the arm braze is helping
A
cold day but not as cold as yesterday. Leo is concerned about my
health and doesn't want me out in the cold and wind.
I
wore my pink dressing gown with the hoodie when I took Leo to meet
his drive.
Tasha
bought Macca's for tea and got both myself and Leo a burger each.
Up
with the alarm again, another cold day and Tim is off today.
It
is much warmer today and my arm is much better thankfully. Tasha &
Jess went shopping and bought a new heater for Jess. I chipped in
$21.
I
did the shopping yesterday and it was picked up by Tim & Tasha.
Tim
helping me get ready for bed tonight so Jess can go home and eat
instead of hanging around here.
I
was hoping to have a late night but not going to happen.
I
had a lay in this morning, I got up at 8.30 but I had been awake for
a while like an hour or so.
Tasha
was here and helped me get dressed but she was in a mood and made me
cry but gave me a hug and said sorry.
It
is Jessica's birthday and I feel like I have failed her, as because I
wasn't able to go out and get her a present and because of my bung
arm I am not able to do a lunch for her. I know that she will
understand but it is how I feel.
Kathy
gave me a shower while she was here it felt good and she did as good
a job as Tasha does.
Had
Macca's for lunch, Tim had Chinese.
The
pain in my arm isn't as bad but I still have limited use of it.
Tasha,
Jess & Leo have gone to the Black Lives Matter protest in town,
they said if it is too crowded they will be staying in the car
because of social distancing and the fact they all hate crowds.